Friday, June 20, 2008

I'm Not Crazy, I'm Spiritual

A few blogs ago, I wrote about a book called "Saint's Everlasting Rest," by Richard Baxter. He talks a lot about the discipline of meditation. I was really challenged by everything he wrote.

Another thing he encourages is to be disciplined in soliloquy. I nodded in agreement, but wasn't sure what that word meant. I remember learning that word while studying Shakespeare in high school, but the exact definition escaped me. So today I looked it up. Here's the definition I found on the internet:

1.an utterance or discourse by a person who is talking to himself or herself or is disregardful of or oblivious to any hearers present.
2.the act of talking while or as if alone.

I do this all the time! (So much so that I once called my sister by my name)

So basically, all I have to do is turn my already constant soliloquy into fruitful soliloquy. Like preaching sermons to myself.

Really, though, this is a hugely encouraging thing for me. I have read a lot about Christian meditation and prayer and fasting and all the other spiritual disciplines, but I don't think I've ever come across soliloquy as a spiritual discipline before. (maybe I'm reading the wrong books) But it really does make a lot of sense to spend time reminding yourself of what you know about God and yourself and eternity. It's a good idea to preach a sermon to yourself now and then.

So, Self, let's get to it!